sincerity drowns his
brownblack eyes &
suddenly unmasked

a loathing & regret
barrels through that
sincerity ready to

railroad me under a
train's weight of my
own tracktied guilt

wrench free wrench
away hit my shoulder
hard against a wall

behind me hit hard
his chest hard push
away with fists hot

familiar tears boil
over lashes over blind
eyes this scene swims