Tuesday, September 22, 2020

The Wood-Pile
By Robert Frost

Out walking in the frozen swamp one gray day,
I paused and said, 'I will turn back from here.
No, I will go on farther—and we shall see.'
The hard snow held me, save where now and then
One foot went through. The view was all in lines
Straight up and down of tall slim trees
Too much alike to mark or name a place by
So as to say for certain I was here
Or somewhere else: I was just far from home.
A small bird flew before me. He was careful
To put a tree between us when he lighted,
And say no word to tell me who he was
Who was so foolish as to think what he thought.
He thought that I was after him for a feather—
The white one in his tail; like one who takes
Everything said as personal to himself.
One flight out sideways would have undeceived him.
And then there was a pile of wood for which
I forgot him and let his little fear
Carry him off the way I might have gone,
Without so much as wishing him good-night.
He went behind it to make his last stand.
It was a cord of maple, cut and split
And piled—and measured, four by four by eight.
And not another like it could I see.
No runner tracks in this year's snow looped near it.
And it was older sure than this year's cutting,
Or even last year's or the year's before.
The wood was gray and the bark warping off it
And the pile somewhat sunken. Clematis
Had wound strings round and round it like a bundle.
What held it though on one side was a tree
Still growing, and on one a stake and prop,
These latter about to fall. I thought that only
Someone who lived in turning to fresh tasks
Could so forget his handiwork on which
He spent himself, the labor of his ax,
And leave it there far from a useful fireplace
To warm the frozen swamp as best it could
With the slow smokeless burning of decay.



maybe the
morgue will
take walk-ins

Friday, September 18, 2020


 

woke to an earthquake
what felt like an earthquake my
racing heart shakes me

until recently
never had heartbeats so hard
my whole body shook

every three days now
if i finally do sleep
i wake this new way

i don’t remember
my dreams anymore only
levels of terror

 


Monday, September 07, 2020

 population: tire

Sunday, September 06, 2020

every morning
necessity stages this coup
overthrows me

how's that
for a little haiku
hunkered down
in these covers

hiding from
the nemesis
of a new day

Wednesday, September 02, 2020

 


“They cannot scare me with their empty spaces
Between stars - on stars where no human race is.
I have it in me so much nearer home
To scare myself with my own desert places.”

- Robert Frost
a bit
bite
back
how to
blame
someone
for saving
your life
geese honks barely there
over grey mountain morning's
tree cacophonies
where are
the empty arms
of his words
up my mountain
towards clouds
close enough
to grumble at
me maybe rain
green sweat
from these late
summer trees

turning yellow
edges curl in on
themselves
my parents’ door
is a distortion

of time & space
where i will

forever find
myself imploding

probably wrong
troubled & twelve
stay awake &
say a wall of
words to keep
me off an old
familiar edge
echo evening
& a rerun day
remind me of

when the could
haves should
have caught &
crunched me

like pockets
of leaves long
to blow away
heavy sky no sun
leaves hang hungry impatient
for its golden face
why not a bottle
of gin for breakfast is a
p slippery slope

but i am feeling
it in all of my bones &
not bones this morning
little idiot
you let
them in
ice cream
for lunch i
live at least
one child-
hood dream
who wants
to hire me
to be their
back garden
hermit i am
overqualified
pull in edges

there’s substance
in a not-hole

substance &
discovery &
tiny blue vein
weaves of truth

lines are not
always cracks
sometimes you
turn on again

& beauty was
already

before your face
night &
a slow
breeze

& a bike’s
throaty
engine

climb
in my
window